Love, Mom

This is an email my mom sent me on Saturday, marking two weeks until my wedding. See where I get my sense of humor? Mom’s a great writer… she should start her own blog.

My Dear Renee,
It really hit me today.  In just two weeks, you’re getting married.  Two weeks.  That’s all the time I have to write something poignant, heartfelt, memorable.  Some words of wisdom from your mother.  Really, do I have any?
I guess I’ll start from your beginning.  April 14, 1986.  My world as I knew it was about to change.  I held you in my arms for the first time and thought you were the most beautiful person I had ever seen.  I know, we talked about how all babies look like aliens or something, but you were truly beautiful.  I was the happiest I had ever been, but scared as hell.  Could I be a decent mother?
As you grew, there was always new territory for me to stumble through.  My priority was to make sure you were happy and given every opportunity to experiment and achieve.  You have been my life, my hope, my joy, my purpose in life.  You made my life complete.  I thank God everyday for you.  I also pray for your happiness each day.
I know your life has not been all sunshine and rainbows.  I will take the blame for a lot of that.  But I hope you will look back and know I tried my best.  I want you to do what makes you happy.  Be where you are happy.  Live the life that makes you happy.  You can do anything.  You are brilliant, beautiful, kind, passionate and hilarious.  Don’t lose that zest for life!
And now you are about to be a wife.  Wow.  Where did the time go?
Joe will have his hands full!  But he knows that by now.  He balances you very well.  I love him.  I know he will always be there for you.  You found a keeper!  He now takes over the reins to calm your fears, dry your tears and share your joy.  I’ll still be there in the wings when you need a mommy!
Thank you for being a wonderful daughter, friend, confidant and my source of joy.
Now, go dry your tears and I’ll dry mine.
I love you!